We have been at Fort Bragg for about five months now. I can easily say that it has been life changing. As a family we have grown closer and in Christ we are constantly learning more.
We are now on a journey and were it will lead us only our gracious savior knows. I am contemplating and praying that god will lead me in what direction he wants me to go with schooling. I feel very strong about Marriage and am contemplating whether I want to go back to school to be a Christian Marriage Counselor.
Blaine is getting so big. He is growing way to fast, but watching him play and grow gives me a sliver of the understanding of how God views us. He has such a passion for trying new things, with out any fear, and such an innocence. He just jumps into whatever he is doing with out any fear of consequences. It's amazing how a child views the world.
If I can live this life with 1/2 of how Blaine is living his childhood. Jumping head first into whatever god is laying before me, not thinking of the consequences, but living for him in that exact moment, Obeying him and not worrying about the world around me. Then I will have done something even if its just a planted seed.
I worry to much about those around me, about how to present the truth, how to tell of the great love, and I miss the chance. I need to trust that my words will not be mine, but instead be those of the great poet. That he will put the words on my lips and I will be but a puppet.
With that my friends I urge all of you to let the Lord lead you through this day and jump head first into what ever he may lay in path.
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